Tired Shoes

A lot of time I wonder if it is a gift or bane to be able to understand ppl needs and thoughts easily. I admit it is a real satisfaction if I am able to put smiles on ppl by giving them a helping hand and I always cannot resist to help anyone in need. I am always able to put myself into the other person's shoes and in some situations I have to wear so many pairs of them at the same time, trying to find the most positive situation that I can put all these shoes nicely in. But sometimes after putting all these shoes nicely in, then I realise there is no place to put my own pair of shoes. Actually that is not lose situation as at least what I have done has benefitted most of the ppl. It is really demoralising when your help has failed and the blame gets shifted all to you. Then all of the sudden, you have become the owner of the problem when what you have just done is to help. Sometimes I wonder why can't anyone stand in my shoes for once when I am always looking from other's perspective. Hmm, probably my shoes are not noticeable.

I have really tried and tried very hard... It is really tiring...